Sunday, July 22, 2012

W Lecie

In the summertime, this unusually and uncomfortably warm summertime, I attend but messily to my project and without much energy. Books, papers, flipflops, bedclothes, drinking containers, and a plumbing fixture lie ascatter on my study floor, in the only coolable room in my house. My desk supports an even more various micro-chaos. Amidst the miscellany, I scan the headlines of PolskieRadio almost daily and read of storms (burze) and massacres (masakry, i.e. Syria, Colorado), make wordlists two or three times a week from my pocket dictionary, and hoist Leszek Kołakowski’s Main Currents of Marxism into my lap for serious reading and intellection and almost immediate drowsiness. I blame the heat, not the prose.

Kołakowski was arguably the foremost Polish philosopher and intellectual historian of the post-war period, recently deceased (d. 2009). And while I’ve never been mistaken for a marxian—by a Marxist, at any rate—or truckled much with the cultural theories derived from it, that tradition is not without insight, value, and interest. But more importantly, Kołakowski represents a great generation of Polish hearts and minds—Wotyła, Miłosz, Szymborska, Górecki—that is recently passed away, as well as their particular record of Polishness. They consider and mark Polish culture at the rebeginnings of the Polish state (1919), a state that had the misfortune of time and place to re-enter the world at the end of the world and at the epicenter of its destruction. As Polishness emerged from the rubble and emerges now from the ruinous concrete grays of the Soviet system, it seems freer to become itself, but will likely become much more like the cosmopolitan, the global us. Just as the Marxists and marxians warned. Not perhaps the most terrible fate, but neither is that the Poland, or Polands, I’m most interested in. Yet, one must always abide where one is, or hopes to be, while visiting the past.

My request for a recess appointment and six months in Poland has been submitted. I await the final word of the not unsympathetic, but bureaucratic powers-that-be.